Becoming The Perfect Medium

I like the thought of becoming a perfect vessel through which the universe can express itself. It feels good. It feels like a good way to be humble and useful to those things so much more than me. And somehow, it enables me to live in Love.

You & I

You
You are the tension
that lives in my psoas
and waits in my chest
to stiffen


I am the calm before the swoon
traveling forever

in the love

you inspire

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Of all the hobbies i could have gotten involved in, falling in love has a worked out Really well for me.

Anyway, i signed on as this has become the unofficial, very occasional online journal entry i keep. I just read a Raising Buddha post the other day and got a kick out of it and realized how cool it is to have various channels to track my thinking for myself.

I once went to dinner with my best friend and this fabulous Hollywood producer (and if i remember correctly, a former drag queen) and he said to me that journal entries were fabulous ways to notice patterns that are usually outside of your awareness because you'll see the same issues come up again and again. I think that's all that needs to be said about that.